Their Shared Luna

(Faedra's Pov).

As I walked inside the party hall, my only wish was to avoid meeting Castor and Shade.

I didn't even want to be here. It's just that it was unavoidable for me. I had to come.

Taking a deep breath, I entered into the crowd of students and found a place in the corner.

“Keep calm, Faedra. There are a lot of students, and it's the last day I'd ever be here in this academy.” I assured myself while I sat down, observing every place.

Anyway, since they're professors, they won't dare to bully me in front of everyone else. Or, will they?

My eyebrows furrowed while I sighed with exhaustion. It pained everywhere, but my heart continued to beat anxiously.

Just when I thought that Castor and Shade weren't going to come, they entered from the main door. All the students, especially, she-wolves, went towards them, greeting them. Despite their notorious reputation, they were still popular.

I gulped, taking a drink, believing that they wouldn't be able to catch me in this crowd. But, just then, for a moment I felt their gazes on me.

Did they see me? No, it's not possible! No, no, no, they saw me!

I jumped out of my seat when I saw them coming toward me. ‘Making a mistake is always better than regretting not running away,’ I thought to myself while I escaped from a side door.

My breath hitched while I stumbled to keep up with my pace.

“What's happening to me?” I gulped, massaging my forehead while I supported myself on the wall.

My body ached all over, and a warm feeling boiled inside me. My senses blurred as I broke down on my knees.

“Ugh…” I moaned while I scratched my head to escape from this uneasy feeling when I heard footsteps nearing me.

No, they were going to catch up with me.

Gasping, I tried to crawl my way out when I felt someone stomping on my foot.

“What's this situation? Why are you crawling like a snake?” Castor snickered, his voice cold and stern.

I looked back when Shade extended his hand toward me. I looked at his hands for seconds.

Was he going to make fun of me again?

I was panicked about what to do but I had no other choice than take his help.

I glanced at him nervously, and put my hands on while I tried to stand up when Shade smirked, and let go of my hand.

“Argh,” I gasped, falling down when my elbow hurt. I blinked my eyes, frowning while I rubbed my elbow.

“Don't act so weak.” Shade laughed, rolling his eyes.

I glanced away while I stood up, supporting myself with the wall, gasping every second for breath when they exchanged a confused glance with each other.

“Hmm…” I moaned, putting my forehead against the wall while my body pained when Shane and Castor came near me, pulling me by my shoulders.

A jolt of panic coursed within me when I met their gazes, and something was amiss. A sweet smell lingered inside my nose. Highly exotic, and sensual. “Ugh…” I moaned, breathing the scent when my heart pounded fast.

What was happening to me? I questioned, not understanding this unusual feeling while the scent became intense. And, it was as if the scent was embracing me.

“Mate.” Castor and Shane growled in unison when I locked my eyes with them, in surprise.

“Mate,” I gasped unconsciously, lowering my voice, and my heart thumped faster than a train engine.

Were you making fun of me, Moon Goddess? Castor, and Shane as my mates? It was funnier than any joke I'd heard. Just this time, the joke wasn't funny at all.

I looked at them with horror in their eyes, and a smirk formed on both their faces. “What are you up to?” I questioned, my voice low while I jumped out of their grasp when they neared me, pushing me against the wall.

I shivered while the look on their faces turned devilish, and Shade licked his lips.

My senses blurred while my head started to ache.

“Hmm…” I moaned, blinking my eyes as the mate bond seemed to dull my senses. “Go away,” I mumbled, trying to push them away but they didn't budge an inch.

“Ahh…” I huffed, taking deep breaths when Shade stumbled for a second. And, I watched Castor trying to shake his head before he put his lips on me. And, I knew it that second, I lost it.

Shade glared at us while he went over to my neck, licking, and giving little bites making me panic, and excited, at the same time.

“Not here…” I moaned when the two of them shared a weird glance at each other before Castor took me in his arms.

I flinched at his touch when he entered his tongue deep inside me, intertwining our tongues. “Uhm…” I gasped for breath while he carried me to an empty guestroom, and threw me in the bed.

“No, not now.” I said, having a little sense as I tried to escape with the little strength I had. But, both of them frowned, taking their dresses off before me while Shade held both of my arms together, and kissed me intently.

A blush spread over my cheeks, watching them naked when Castor came over between my legs while he spread both of them apart.

I gasped, breaking the kiss, trying to cover the look in my face when Shade unzipped his pants, and took his huge manhood out.

My cheeks burned, and excitement coursed all over my body when I arched backward as I felt Castor’s wet kisses on my thighs.

“Hmm…” I moaned, and a tear dropped from my eyes.

“Open your mouth.”

I flinched, hearing Shade’s husky voice.

I had no idea what I was doing, but I followed his command when he entered his manhood inside, deep down my throat.

“Uhm,” I whimpered, feeling pain, and a bit nauseous but their scent made my body tingle all over.

Castor groaned, ripping my panties off when he kissed my clit. I blushed and felt a heat surging from inside me.

Before I could take a moment to process it, Castor bit my clit gently when I jerked back, lifting my hips. And, just when I thought it was over, Shade grasped my head, deepthroating me.

I had no idea how far we were going, but a part of me liked this. However, another part of me was afraid of what was going to happen tomorrow.

I was exhausted as they both kept teasing me all over. My senses dulled, and my vision was all blurry when Shade's manhood continued to pulsate.

I gasped, thinking it was going to be over soon but he took his manhood out, and smirked at me while he pulled me up from my back.

Castor looked at me gleefully while he rubbed the lips, and licked his lips, from the same tongue which was sucking me violently just a second back.

I blushed, glancing at them when Castor smirked back, taking his manhood out, and said with a hoarse voice, “You're prepared enough to take us.”

I gasped, glancing at both of them when they neared me, biting my neck.

“Argh!” I gasped aloud when an intense heat spread inside me, and I kept seeing everything in circles while they marked me.

The next morning, I woke up with my body in pain all over, and I blushed, looking away when memories of the previous night flooded my mind.

“Uhm…”

I flinched, hearing Castor moan, and open his eyes.

“FUCK!” he screamed, getting up when Shade frowned, looking at us when both of their faces turned dark.

“C-Cast-” I tried to spell his name when they released their Alpha aura.

“Goddamn it!” Shade cursed under his breath, both of them looking at me with hatred. Yes, their usual look. Like they were seeing some pest.

Castor started to laugh while covering his eyes but I could feel his rage from his laughter while Shade continued to glare at me before they finally exchanged a glance with each other, and nodded.

“I, Castor Windsor reject, you, Faerda, as my mate. Henceforth, we shall have nothing to do with each other.”

“I, Shade Windsor reject, you, Faerda, as my mate. Henceforth, we shall have nothing to do with each other.”

Both of them said in unison when my eyes widened.

Rejection? Why? Why now, after everything yesterday?

I looked at them, shaking my head while tears streamed down my cheeks. “W-why, you marked me yesterday… I-I…”

They laughed, and Castor broke the reality to me, “Why? Because you're Faedra Windsor. You're a Windsor, the same dirty thing as your father.”

Shade laughed, interrupting him, “You don't even have a wolf yet. Last night was a mistake, and you won't think that we will just accept you, a slut as our mates just because of a one-night stand, would you?”

I looked at them, my vision blurred with tears when they said in unison, before exiting the room, “Just accept the rejection. Otherwise, you're going to face more humiliation, and believe me it's going to be hell.”

I gasped, looking at them while they left, and the pain of rejection kicked in, making me shiver all over as tears continued to stream down.

Why? Why? After all this, why? I don't even have anything to begin with. My father hates my guts, my classmates avoid me, and bully me… And, now, even my mates rejected me. What did I do so wrong?

(Faedra's Pov).

I remained there, on my knees while my tears continued to brim out of my eyes when my phone rang.

I gulped, taking the call with my trembling hands, and my lips quivered when I saw who it was, and I swiped to answer the call.

“F-father…” I stuttered, shivering when his cold, and stern voice entered my ears.

“WHERE WERE YOU THIS WHOLE TIME? I'VE BEEN CALLING YOU SINCE LAST NIGHT, AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN PICK IT UP. WERE YOU BUSY WHORING YOURSELF AROUND?”

His words splashed me with the cold water of reality, and I looked up, bringing my phone before my eyes when I noticed the notification. Twenty-three missed calls. I gulped, flinching when I rubbed my eyes off. “I-I’ll be back in some time… I was drunk yesterday, so I slept in the hotel, and my phone was in silent mode… I-”

Before I could complete my sentence, he cut the phone off, and I looked blankly at the phone before throwing it to the bedside, and struggled to get up when I mumbled, closing my eyes, “I, Faedra Windsor accept your rejection as my mates.”

There was no choice for me other than to reject them. They would never care about me, and would go to great lengths to kill me, just for a rejection. When did I ever have a choice?

I bit my lip and dragged myself to the shower. I left the door open, and just stood on the cold water, wiping my body harshly just so their scents would wash away from me.

My eyes went over the mark they left on my neck yesterday when the memories of the previous night again came to me.

However, pushing my thoughts away, I dressed myself up, and put on a scarf that I always carried around everywhere to hide my scars when I get bullied.

It was pathetic, but there was nothing I could do. I was always the unfavored one everywhere. My father always preferred my brother more, the heir to his Alpha seat, my brother ignored my entire existence, my pack members sometimes even forgot that I was the Alpha's daughter, my teachers didn't find me any remarkable since, the day I went against the principal who was trying to harass me, my friends thought of me as a nuisance, and the Rogue Alpha brothers, they only saw me as a doll they could always vent on, and to break me.

I snickered, and exited the room, carrying the pain of rejection. My heart felt heavy, and I had no idea what to do. Even my wolf didn't want to show up.

“Faedra,” I heard a voice from behind, and I turned back to see it was Leah, the Campus Goddess, and also the rumored girlfriend of the twins.

What could possibly make her come to me? Was she going to bully me again?

However, when my eyes fell on the shiny diamond ring on her ring finger, my jaws dropped, and I unconsciously asked, while my heart pounded faster, “Who is that ring from?”

She looked at me and laughed. “Who else could it be?”

A jolt of shock coursed through my body when I turned to the other side when I mumbled, “I-I have somewhere else to go.”

“Huh?” She muttered frustratedly when I swallowed, and escaped from the hotel, without turning back for another matter.

So, they've always had their destined mate in their mind. They never thought to accept me from the beginning. So, I was just a joke, a mistake to them…

My tears continued to fall when I bumped into a car.

“LOOK AT THE ROAD, BITCH!”

I looked at the driver, taking a few steps back, and nodded while I rubbed my eyes with my hands.

Yes, a bitch. For them, for everyone, I was always just a bitch.

I gulped when the car passed away, and I walked back to my house before I finally stopped looking at myself on the glass windows.

My hair was messed up, and the eyeliner dropped down to my cheeks. I pursed my lips and rubbed my face harshly with my handkerchief until it was almost wiped before I finally entered inside.

My father looked at me with cold eyes as I walked inside, and he scoffed, “Were you busy fucking someone all night?”

I flinched, and shook my head, lowering my gaze. “N-no…” I bit my lips before I continued, “I was just exhausted…”

“And, you decided to stay out?” He laughed, his lips curling up to a sinister smirk when he pointed at one of his warriors. And, I knew what waited for me.

I looked at him in horror while my body continued to shiver. “N-no, please, father… I was wrong…” I pleaded when the warrior came near me, with a whip in his hands.

My father looked away when the warrior lashed me on my back, and I jerked backward, feeling the pain.

“Ple… hng… p-please…” I continued to beg my father while they continued to whip me.

My senses dulled, and my head was heavy. I wanted to escape this feeling. But this pain was just an itch, if compared to what I felt when I was rejected. That pain suffocated me, made me unable to breathe, and made me feel like I lost everything.

“AHH!” I screamed when my swollen eyes shot up as the warrior continued to whip me. “Hmm…” I gasped, and the world before me turned upside down when I spotted my brother, Maximus watching from a distance, cold-heartedly.

He was always like this. He had always ignored my existence as if I was just thin air. He never participated in torturing, or bullying me, but he never lent a helping hand either. For him, I was nonexistent.

“Please…” I begged again while gasping for breath, looking at my father when he looked away, blatantly ignoring me.

Tears streamed down my eyes, and my vision swirled around before I found myself on my knees, yet, the lashing continued.

Just, what did I do so wrong that everyone hates me? I thought to myself before my vision turned all black, and I lost consciousness.

Some days had passed since that incident. Yet, I was still recovering, and the pain of rejection was still overbearing, and it often made it hard to breathe for me when those memories flooded inside my head. If I could, I wanted to forget all those, forget the embrace of my mates, and that night. I would rather not remember it at all if I was given the chance.

“Hey.”

I flinched, hearing someone's voice when I decided to hide myself in the corner, instinctively.

“Have you seen the big diamond ring on Leah’s fingers?”

My lips gaped, and I peeked at them when my heart thumped like a racehorse. Each of their words continued to strike me like lightning.

“Yeah, that ring was so nice, and it looked expensive!”

“Of course, who do you think gave her that ring?”

That girl gaped her mouth in awe, with a curled up smile when she questioned, “You wouldn't be thinking it is one of the two Rogue Alphas, right?”

She laughed, raising her eyebrows, and questioned her back, crossing her hands against each other, “Why can't they both propose to her? Don't forget that they are twins, and twins mostly have the same mates!”

“Fuck! I'm jealous. It's Castor, and Shade both.”

They laughed, and continued to compliment Leah when my face turned pale.

W-what did I just hear? Was it true after all? Yeah, why did I keep lying to myself? It was all clear from the first moment. It was them…

Tears brimmed out of my eyes when everything turned hazy before me, and I got out of the room, suffocating while I gasped for air. The two girls looked at me in horror, taking a few steps back when I shook my head before falling down, and losing consciousness.

The last thing I saw was them, trying to help me out with their blurry voices.

*****

I blinked my eyes open when I felt my headache again. “Ugh…” I groaned, rising up, only to find myself in an unknown place.

“Miss. Faedra.” I flinched, hearing a familiar voice, and turned to the opposite side to find the Pack doctor sitting beside me with a serious face.

I flinched, crawling toward the headboard when I finally realized that I was at his office.

The pack doctor was one of the people whom I remember very well. After all, he was the person who would treat me every time my father tortured me. He didn't want a broken product.

I bit my lip anxiously when he frowned, rising from his seat. “You're pregnant.”

My lips parted, and my eyes enlarged when I heard him. I asked for confirmation again, “I-I am…”

“Pregnant.” He completed the sentence, looking stern when I flinched.

P-pregnant? My eyes dropped down to my stomach and I flinched.

Was it some sort of prank? Were you joking with me, Moon Goddess? Just, why? Wasn't my life messy enough? But now, I was pregnant with my former mate’s child! And, I couldn't even tell my father about it. Just why did all of this happen to me? Why was it always me? No, no. I could never let anyone find out about this…