Torn Between Loyalty and Passion

My name is Emma Rhodes, and my husband is Jackson and I have been married 5 years. We are from a small country town, and we are simple country people. Jackson and I have a cute little farmhouse on some of his family land with lots of farm animals and farm fields. All my family is from right here in this small area and remained with our family roots that were planted here so long ago. Jackson, however, has an exceptionally large family from all sorts of states so there are several I have still never met. However, I will never forget the first time I met one of my husband’s northern cousins. They lived about 13 hours away from us, so they usually came down around the holidays to visit and had not been down in several years. We were busy working on the farm the first couple of days of their visit, so I did not get to meet any of them until Thanksgiving Day. Brayden was younger than us so he was around twenty at the time, but you wouldn’t guess it by looking at him. He stood 6’4 about 250lbs of beautiful tan muscle and his dark brown eyes almost black were so seductive, and his smile, oh his smile made a girl weak in the knees.

As we were introduced, I could feel his eyes looking deep into my soul. I got the feeling he thought I was attractive. I wouldn’t say I was a supermodel, but I never had trouble with guys. I was a little taller than most girls, with nice-sized breasts, a small waist, and thick hips. The hips and my ass were usually what guys paid attention to. My hair was deep brown with hints of red that flowed down the middle of my back, and I had the bluest of blue eyes that were always part of the conversation of a first meeting. Which is exactly what he said.

“Wow you have the bluest eyes I think I have ever seen! They are beautiful!” I know I blushed, and I thanked him.

Someone broke up the introductions and we all started talking amongst ourselves the rest of the evening catching up, but I could not help noticing that Brayden never took his eyes off me. I honestly thought it was my imagination. As the evening progressed, I slipped out to my car to charge my phone. It wasn’t long before I heard someone come outside and it was Brayden. I thought maybe he came out to get something out of his car but no he was looking for me.

“Hey, I wondered where you went?” He stated. I told him I came to charge my phone. He then started some small conversation asking questions about me, but then he said, “Emma I hope I do not overstep but you are so beautiful! I mean I really want to kiss you.” I didn’t know what to say so I just stood there looking at him in disbelief.

Finally, I managed to say, “Ugh thank you and you are not so bad yourself.” The sexual tension was thick between us, and I could feel the wetness forming between my legs. Before I could think twice Brayden had his lips locked onto mine and my mind was spinning. He was an amazing kisser and I just melted to him wrapping my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me. Our kiss deepened and I didn’t realize it, but I had started to grind on him. God, he was so freaking hot, and I wanted every inch of him. His hands started wandering all down my body. First squeezing my breasts as he kissed down my neck and down the low neckline of my shirt until he had my breast out and exposed. I was breathing so heavily, and I was so turned on that words just started to spill from my dirty little mouth.

“Oh, Brayden I’m so wet!” I stated. His response was priceless, “Well I need to check that out!” He then slid his hand into my leggings and under my panties. Within seconds he had his middle finger stroking my wetness!

“Emma, you are so fucking wet!” His deep sexy voice whispered. Brayden started slipping his finger in and out and I was so close to Cumming already. I think he could tell because he picked up the pace, added another finger, and whispered into my ear, “Cum on my fingers Emma!” I instantly started to cum. He kept his pace until I had come down from my high. Then he did the sexiest thing, he inserted both his fingers into his mouth and sucked all my juices from them. “Oh god, you taste so good!”

I was about to repay the favor and then my husband Jackson came outside.

“Hey, there y’all are! What are you doing out here?”

Brayden took control and answered, “Oh sorry! Emma came to charge her phone and we just got caught up talking.” I agreed and he told me it was time for us to leave. Jackson had to run back inside to grab something he had left so I took the time to say my goodbyes.

“Brayden I’m so sorry to leave you like this but I promise I will repay that favor!” Brayden kissed me gently and stated, “I look forward to that! You know I am staying in the camper, right?” My in-laws didn’t have enough room in their home for everyone so they set up their RV for someone else to stay in. I could totally sneak away late tonight. Jackson was a heavy sleeper and never woke up during the night. I always told him that I would sometimes check if he was still breathing because he was so out of it. Brayden broke me out of my thoughts, “So what do you think?” “Yes! I will figure something out!” I said this before I even had time to process what I was doing!

As we drove to our home which was right next door, I was so caught up in my thoughts. I could not believe I had done anything like that and was now saying I’d come visit him tonight. What the hell was I doing? I had never thought about or wanted to cheat on my loving husband. Jackson was such a wonderful and handsome man. He and Brayden looked remarkably similar. He also was tall and tan, but his hair was lighter, and his eyes were a beautiful hazel. I loved this man with all my heart! He was my best friend, and I would never want to hurt him, but something just took over me around Brayden. I was a whole different person with him. A dirty girl who wanted all the dirty things I knew he would give me! This was different from my vanilla sexy life I had with Jackson. We had been together 5 years at the time, and we knew each other inside and out. Our sex routine had just become basic. I knew his every move and it just wasn’t exciting anymore. I mean yes, he satisfied me during our lovemaking, but I just missed the spark, the fire, the excitement we had when we were first together. What do I do?

That evening, I was so nervous, my stomach all twisted in knots. Jackson fell asleep 5 minutes after his head hit the pillow. I lay there contemplating what to do, weighing all the pros and cons of the situation. If I were to get caught, I could lose Jackson and that would be absolutely devasting to me, but then the passion I felt with Brayden was something I had missed feeling for oh so long. I craved it! Finally, I said the hell with it, I am going!

Slowly I got out of bed and even tried to wake Jackson. He was dead to the world. "I should be ok." I said to myself. I went to the bathroom and checked myself in the mirror. I do not know why I was worried because it was black outside and it would be dark in the RV, but I wanted to look my best. After I finished, I quietly snuck out the front door and next door I went.

It was already about 1 a.m. so I figured Brayden gave up and went to sleep. He probably thought I wouldn't continue the situation we had created earlier in the evening. I slowly opened the door to the RV and stepped inside. This RV was a small one so when you walked in you were immediately in the kitchen/living room area. Then there was a step up to the back where the shower and bedroom were located, and yes, he was asleep because I heard a small snoring sound coming from the bed in the back bedroom. I tiptoed in and there he was in his magnificent beauty NAKED and on top of the covers! His cock hung over the side of his right hip and my God he was freaking huge! It was thick and long, and my mouth salivated at the thought of sucking on it. I went to the edge of the bed leaned over and licked my way from the bottom to the tip of his gorgeous cock! Brayden shot straight up in the bed wide eyed and finally he saw me. I blushed and giggled at the sight of him. Once he realized that I was there and what I had done he said, “Sorry I guess I fell asleep but please continue.” I crawled onto the bed and began my task. Slowly pumping his cock with my hand, I put the tip of it in my mouth and ran my tongue along the inside slit licking up all the precum that had formed there. I began taking him in and out at a slow rate, then I would pop it out of my mouth. Then lick it again and start my slow torture again until I could tell he was getting close. He grabbed my head and started thrusting into my mouth hitting the back of my throat. I gagged and tears ran down my face, but I never gave in. Suddenly his hot liquid shot down my throat over and over. I swallowed it like a good girl. He seemed very satisfied that I had done that. He pulled me close to him and smothered me in kisses.

“God Emma, that was beyond amazing!” he said. I smiled at him, “Glad you enjoyed it." I sat up on him and his hands held me into place not letting me move. I felt him growing hard beneath my wet center. He pressed at my hips making me move side to side grinding on his cock. Oh, it felt so good. I threw my head back and started to rub my body starting at my breasts and down my waist. I was so hot, and I wanted him to touch me so badly. As if he could read my mind, he started pulling my pants down until he had them off and threw them on the floor. Then he picked me up and placed me right over his mouth. He licked the outside of my wet panties making me moan. I felt him pull them to the side and he ran his tongue between my wet folds.

"Oh yes, Brayden." I said aloud. He held my hips as still as he could and started sucking and licking me. It did not take me long to come undone all over his mouth. Once I was done, I fell to the side of him on the bed trying to catch my breath. “God, Brayden, I wish I could stay longer but I really need to get home just in case Jackson wakes up.” Brayden pulled me to him again and kissed me softly.

“Until next time.” “Yes, Until next time!” I said as I pulled my pants on and walked out the door. Even though I did not know when the next time would be. They had all planned to leave early that next morning. If I had learned anything from this experience, I knew I was totally addicted to him, and I would love to have him inside me.

Time never slows down and before I knew it ten years had passed, and our northern family unfortunately had not been able to make it back to see us. I tried not to, but I thought about my and Brayden’s encounters daily. I woke up in a sweat at least once a week after having very vivid dreams of us together. It was so hot, and I needed something hot like that to happen again. Mine and Jackson’s love life was so basic and predictable. I mean he knew all my secret spots and I never left unsatisfied, but there was always this feeling of something missing. I wanted the passion and excitement that I had felt with Brayden. How could I tell Jackson this without hurting his feelings?

One evening after we had made love, I felt this sudden urge I needed to tell Jackson how I felt. “Jackson, I need to tell you something.”

“What is it, dear?” Jackson questioned.

“I feel like we are missing excitement and passion when we are having sex. I really want to try something new!” I said it so fast I was not even sure he had heard me.

Jackson said jokingly, “What do you want, a threesome?” As he laughed, I did not say anything because I instantly envisioned Brayden with us. “Wow, Emma is that something you want to try?” He started to laugh a little and said,” But I don’t like to share!”

I laughed at his comment.

“Who in the heck could we ever trust, because I would never want the other guy to do anything with me?” I instantly stated that I did not know and obviously no it would be more of him and the other guy having their way with me. I did not want him to find out anything so I shut the subject down and said we could talk about it later. I mean who was I kidding, I may never see Brayden again and by now I am sure he had a girlfriend. He would not be waiting around on me. How insane would that be? Plus, why would he want me? I was nothing special. I dozed off to sleep with dreams of Brayden, Jackson, and myself in all kinds of naughty situations!